It used to be that I had to have meat of some kind. This physical body required animal flesh. I have no idea why, but it did. The first time I became aware of meat as the remains of living animals was when I was 8. I asked what the meat was on my plate and was told it was rabbit. I refused to eat it because I liked rabbits.
Later on, I became aware of animal suffering and attempted vegetarianism. It didn't work too well for me and I went back to meat. A few years after that, I read some articles about the environments of animals and how they are treated and I managed to be a vegetarian for 12 months, but the flesh lured me back.
A couple more attempts saw me moving toward being vegan. Now I had a problem.
Being vegan was what my soul wanted. It was what felt completely right and natural. When I ate vegan meals, I felt my entire body lift, as though I was becoming lighter, energetically. However, the body still required flesh, so it would be a month at most and I would have serious intestinal problems, which required flesh to correct.
And so it went until now.
Approximately, 1 month ago, I found I could not longer eat animal products. Not just meat but eggs and all dairy was a problem. I found I reacted badly to these foods, as though my body was sensitive to the death and suffering hormones released in these foods. I would be overcome with intense anger and sadness and it wasn't pleasant.
On the other hand, just eating vegetables was fine. I went through an intense period of being tired and needing to sleep a lot. This was all part of the bodily changes taking place. For the next 3 weeks I lived exclusively on vegetables, with a bit of oil. No fruit, no seed, definitely no animal products!. The occasional bit of peanut butter to add some flavour. That was it.
I was also incredibly hungry toward the end. I wasn't getting enough energy from just veg and there's really only so many times you can have the same combinations and not want to throw it at the wall.
So I gave in and tried some chicken. Big mistake. My body had been going through some other changes I hadn't been aware of. The entire gut flora had been dying off and replaced with vegetable loving bacteria. I could now no longer easily digest flesh. In fact, I didn't digest it. I was hungry after and I had 2 portions! Still hungry. And it created other intestinal upsets.
So that was pretty much it. I knew I had to expand beyond vegies only, so I bought some tofu. This and my daily chocolate milk (cocoa in almond or soy milk, no sugar) was a life saver.
And the other day, the true test. I decided to try some legumes. My system had never coped with legumes. They caused bloating, pain and constipation in the past - and the worst gas! So I began with a small amount and wouldn't you know it, no problem!
So my body turned from needing flesh to survive, to vegan in a matter of one month, through its own innate intelligence and with the guidance of non-physical beings.
Other changes have included:
- Overly sensitive to sugar - even in fruit.
- Sensitive to wheat
- Super sensitive to cola drinks
- Sensitive to all processed foods
- Unable to tolerate coffee
It is so wonderful to finally have this body in alignment with my spirit. Every time I look at a plate of food now, I know this is real food and I feel joy. I never felt joy when looking at a plate with flesh on it. Not once.
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